Philippians 4:13

Just a reflection in a Simple Sunny Thursday Afternoon...

Two weeks ago, God worked through someone to tell me something. It's Bowo. A freshman in campus, a brother in our community. Its 1 o'clock in the morning. Sky still dark. Bowo just stay in his room. Tryin' to sleep, maybe. Then, God told him to take the bible in the living room. God told him to pray and praise Him that time. And, Bowo did it. He started to play the guitar, sing and praise, and pray. GOD GIVE HIM SOME VISION! Those vision belongs to some of my campus friend whom in our community, too. Then, Bowo wrote those vision in paper and gave it to us to read it on the next day. We are Alfian, Angel, Aris, Edwin, Ester, and me. After read the paper, ALL OF US BE BLESSED!!!

Here is what the paper (God) said to me:
"Tegarlah selalu dalam menghadapi masalah dan andalkanlah TUHAN!"

It's in Indonesian. It told me that I have to be strong and rigid in facing problems, that if those problems come I have to rely on God and His amazing power! Then, this morning, I've got a message from one of my friend in church, Uten. He told me to read this:

Philippians 4:13
"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me."

AMEN.

When I grew up, many things happened in my life. It distorted and shaped me. It torturing me sometimes, but now I'm getting used to it. I never thought that i'm gonna have a beautiful life like this right now. I used to think, "My future's bad", "The world's suck!", "Nobody's love me", "I'm dirty", and those kind of negative statements of a little girl whom deeply desperate for her life. I'm sick of all things around me and my soul scramin'. But, God didn't let me be that way anymore! He pick me up, he makes me knowing Him more and more. He brought me some great friend to be with, he brought me family to peace, and I do believe that He shaped me to be a beautiful unique vessel that He can use!

In this Sunny Thursday Afternoon, I fall in love once again (like I always do everyday!) with Jesus Christ. I wanna thank Him bacause He creates me (from the first time I borned to the world until I met Him one day) just simply to be "His"! Not just to be a girl whom have a great life, because for many people, my life isn't great. It's totally crack!

Now, I deeply thank Him because let that thing happen to me. It's been a part of His plan to me! I'll struggle and facing all of my life in front of me just because he strengtheneth me! He loves me so much!

I have strenght and I'm happy as I can be!!!
YOU DO GUYZ!!!
Go go go!!!
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