1-2 Long enough, God— you've ignored me long enough.
I've looked at the back of your head
long enough. Long enough
I've carried this ton of trouble,
lived with a stomach full of pain.
Long enough my arrogant enemies
have looked down their noses at me.
3-4 Take a good look at me, God, my God;
I want to look life in the eye,
So no enemy can get the best of me
or laugh when I fall on my face.
5-6 I've thrown myself headlong into your arms—
I'm celebrating your rescue.
I'm singing at the top of my lungs,
I'm so full of answered prayers.
A David Psalm (MSG)
Labels: belief , Christian , Daily Life , Prayer , Trust
Dudud Girls Reunion
Last post for tonight...
Akhirnya setelah sekian lama, bisa juga jalan-jalan bareng Angel and Devi. Selama ini susah banget nentuin waktu yang tepat. Bahkan dalam waktu-waktu ke depan pun kita belum tentu lagi ada waktu untuk jalan-jalan bertiga. Devi bakal sibuk dengan project di kantornya yang akan dimulai bulan depan. Aku dan Angel akan semakin fokus dengan skripsi kita masing-masing. Kita ngejar sidang di bulan Juli atau awal Agustus.
So... Let's thank God for today. Kita bisa jalan-jalan di Pejaten Village, makan malam di Kemiri dengan menu-menu yang luar biasa enak-enak, serta makan yogurt Sour Sally sebelum pulang.
(We're too full that I even can't easily fall asleep. That's why my post is here now. hehe)
Begitu sampai kos, Devi bahkan langsung nge-twit kata-kata yang 'kita banget'!
Here us with the yoghurt green spoon (can you see it? the green one at the bottom of the pic! hahaha) and our tired but happy "Palu Godam" faces! Woohoooooo!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: Daily Life , Friendship , happiness
The Art of Writing
12:26:00 am
I finished it.
Finally, I finished read the blog. I read all posting in it.
It's so simple. Suddenly, I miss my blogging moment!
Selama ini terlalu banyak yang kulewatkan dan tidak kurekam dalam tulisan-tulisanku.
(Parahh bangeetttt Ladyyyy!!!!! hehehehee...)
Tapi aku baru aja abis baca satu blog, dan tahu-tahu aku udah tergampar karena mengabaikan blog ku ini. Teman-teman, ternyata hidup sebagai mahasiswa terkadang mengubah watak kita. Aku disibukkan dengan berbagai kegiatan keorganisasian dan aktivitas kuliahku. Aku kurang menghabiskan waktu untuk online. Cukup buka yang penting-penting aja. Alhasil, I used to always pass those blogging moment.
Sejauh ini sudah terlalu banyak hal terjadi yang tidak mungkin kujelaskan satu per satu hanya dalam sebuah post. Tapi mari kita ingat-ingat apa saja yang bisa kuingat selama setahun terakhir.
Opung is passed away in October 15th, 2010 at 11.00 pm. The most important person in my life is leaving. Can you imagine that?
....
Ah, too many things to say about her. But I can't explain it here, right now. I've wrote too much about her in my diary, and it always hurt. I just can't. Sorry guyz... Let me just give you some pictures...
Devi, Teddy, Edwin, dan Pian (4 of my 7 Dududers member) already graduated and now they are working. They're graduated on February 12nd, 2011. Devi berhasil masuk GT di Sampoerna, Teddy jadi auditor di Deloitte (aaaaaa my dream company!!!! aaaaaa), Edwin di PT. Kawan Lama, and Pian pulang ke Klaten untuk melanjutkan usaha orang tua dengan menjadi branch managernya (sungguh anak yang berbakti!). All of them are doing really good right now. Hanya saja, kita jadi makin susah ketemu. I miss those Dududers time, really!
Angel and Aris can't come. They're in Bontang on that time.
And you know what?! These four awesome friends is gonna come to our graduation! Yeay!
And now, here I am. Often staying up late at night TO WORK ON THIS THESIS! Hahahahahahaha... Ga nyangka yaaa... rasa-rasanya baru kemarin aku masuk kampus dan menjadi seorang mahasiswa. Baru kemarin rasanya disibukkan dengan berbagai tugas-tugas kuliah dan organisasi. Tau-tau sekarang malah udah mau lulus aja! Amen! Yep! Target saat ini adalah bisa mengikuti sidang skripsi sebelum tanggal 12 Agustus. Kalau bisa ya malah akhir Juli udah kelar. Can I endure it? Yes I can! Jesus with me! Nothing can I fear of! I will graduated soon, with Angel, Aris, and some other 2007 friends. SMANGAT!
Oh ya, finally, last but not least...
:)
Well, that's all for now....
I'll try (I'm not promising) my best to posting more often...
Let all of the people in the world knowing my thoughts!
Thanks for reading this!
God with you!
SMANGAT!
^_^
Labels: Daily Life , Family , Friendship , Love , Myself
FINAL TEST!!!
Well yeah! There are too many things to tell! It's been too long since I blog my last posting.
- Ada MBAKMI (Malam Bakat dan Kreativitas Mahasiswa-Mahasiwi) di kampus yang SUPER KEREN (narsis mode on. hahaha)
- Ada KKR Raising the Standards bersama Ps. Kong Hee (City Harvest Church, SIN, where Cyndy is)
- Ada kegiatan sharing2 FirTu di Bakmi GM bareng Bang Albert, Mia, Ester, Kak Tina, n Aris dari jam 4 sore ampe tu tempat tutup, about 9.30 pm (amazing!), sharing keren banget ttg how the human and SIN was created. (Praise the Lord! It's awesome!!!)
- And now, the FINAL TEST is on the spot!!! 15-23 Desember 2009. With so many other busy stuffs around it. BLAH! A lil bit worried, but let's surrender all. SMANGAT!!!
Labels: Campus , Daily Life , Friendship
Pengennya sih gitu... tapi kaya gini juga oke banget...
Labels: AAU , Daily Life , Myself , thoughts
GONNA MEET EDO SOON!!!!
Senen bsok dia pelantikan jadi Taruna! Ga papa deh walo mesti bolos dari kampus selama beberapa hari. At least, I can met him. My dear lil bro. hohohohohoho
Labels: Daily Life , Family , Myself , thoughts
AUGUST FEVER
Bulan Agustus identik dengan KEMERDEKAAN INDONESIA. Jadi gw ganti tema. Dompet gw ganti dengan dompet mungil yang bertemakan keberanian dan kesucian (apalagi kalo bukan warna merah dan putih?). Tempat handphone gw ganti jg ke tempat handphone lama gw dengan nuansa agak mirip tapi nyeleneh yaitu nuansa almost spiderman (merah-item). YEAH! BERKOBAR! hehe
Labels: Campus , Daily Life , Myself
Asido's Leaving
Dari hari pengumuman pantukhir sih dia masi diem di Jogja. Menunggu pembukaan Kegiatan Candradimuka (yang kalo diterjemahkan adalah event dimana anak2 Calon Taruna dikarantina selama 3 bulan-kali ini 4 bulan soalnya diisi ama bulan puasa jg. Ga bole komunikasi sama skali ma orang luar. Digembleng gtu deh...) yang dilaksanakan tgl 4 Agustus bsok. Tapi mulai tadi pagi2 si Edo uda brangkat ke Magelang utk persiapan dsana ma CaTar AAU yang laennya. Jadi mulai hari ini kita sekeluarga mungkin uda ga bisa kali ya ngubungin dia lg sementara ini utk 4 bulan ke depan (hix hix huraaaaa). Soalnya hp nya ditinggal di Jogja di rumah temennya.
Makanya kemaren malem papa mama langsung heboh nyuruh aku n Cindy nelpon2in Edo sekedar utk ngasi semangat. Then, I called him.
Dari pembicaraan kita sih ya cuma seputar AU aja. pas aku telp, tmen2nya dari TN lg pada ngunjungin jg. Jadi rameeeee banget backsoundnya. hehe... maklum hari terakhir bisa komunikasi sebelum Candradimuka dimulai. Ngobrolin ttg bakal banyak banget seragam yg digunakan di AAU nanti. *iya kak itu yg bakal kupelajari nanti. Dia juga bilang timelinenya dia. 4 bulang karantina Candradimuka, sisa 9 bulan dihabiskan bersama taruna AKABRI (AD & AL) yg laennya. Baru deh 3 tahun berikutnya dia menuntut ilmu di AAU di Jogja (setahun sebagai junior, 2 tahun sebagai senior). Mreka juga bakal dapet gelar setara S-1. Mantablah!
Yah itu aja sih.. aku jg bnernya ga tau mo ngobrol apa ma Edo, mengingat wataknya yg ga terlalu pengen banyak ditanya2in. Semoga dia kuat aja menjalani deh. Lucu juga pas buka fb Edo n ada yg kaya kaget gtu klo dia jadi tentara. hahahahaha... Aku jg ga nyangka kq kalo Edo yg dulu males blajar tnyata jadi tentara. hahahahaha...
Semoga dia slalu inget utk saling berbagi gaji nanti. hahahaha...
So Happy for him.
Semoga kami sekeluarga diberi kekuatan (terutama org2 selain gw. hahahahaa.. piizzz)
MEROMBAK KAMAR
Mamaku dateng kmareennn!!! Kita tidur bareng di kamarnya Angel (hihihi..makasi ya Angel atas pinjaman kamarnya. hohoho)
Labels: Daily Life , Family , happiness , vacation
Election Day = Holiday

Labels: Daily Life , Election , Indonesia , thoughts
Personality Test
Want to know me more? I find this link in Sandra's facebook note.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Well yes. It's quite easy. Haha... But it's worth it. The result!
Maybe this is what I am.. Hmm.. Let's see..
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Labels: Daily Life , Myself , personality , Reflections , share , thoughts
One Love
Labels: Daily Life , Love , Reflections , thoughts
ACCURATE!!! Where is my HOLIDAY?!?!?!
Lagi ujian accurate neh! Katanya sih Wi-Fi dimatiin. Tp kq di laptop gw bisa yak? hahaha...
Labels: Daily Life , thoughts , vacation
What a lovely day!


Labels: Art , Daily Life , Friendship , happiness , share
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY!!!
I woke up in the morning, I pray and thank God for this Happy Day, and I read this:
Labels: birthday , Daily Life , happiness , Reflections
NEW Time Schedule
Dibikinin jadwal kegiatan di kos ma Angel and Devi.. Aaaahhh.... love u so much girls!
Labels: Campus , Daily Life , Friendship
Pelit/Maruk vs. Mengikuti prosedur
Baru aja nyampe kos nih. Agak-agak shock dengan kejadian yang barusan terjadi.
Labels: Daily Life , thoughts
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Melayang bagaikan ikan
Mengapung bagaikan layangan
Aku kembali penat dan tergasak
Lagi-lagi sebuah simetri menuntutku untuk menjebak diri sendiri. Dalam sebuah dilema. Dalam sebuah perasaan yang kurang kusuka, namun aku menikmatinya. Aku bagaikan Singa yang dikelilingi daging, namun daging itu berduri. Aku lapar, namun akan terluka jika menikmatinya. Kuhentakkan awan dengan tanganku dan aku tak mau ia kembali.
Kulayangkan pandanganku ke langit. Kurenungkan setiap adegan puncak yang tersisa. Lalu menatap ke bawah. Berusaha sebisa mungkin membuang segala kerat. Aku tak mau membusuk tanpa berbuat sesuatu.
Kuambil:
kayu
air
bulan
daun
angin
hujan
Kutransformasikan semua itu menjadi sesuatu yang baru. Sesuatu yang bukan sekadar itu dan lebih dari itu. Kunamakan itu sesuatu yang lain.
.Ke.hiDup.an.
Kini, aku hanya mau berlari sejauh mungkin, berteriak sekeras mungkin, dan tertawa sebebas mungkin.
Labels: Daily Life , Reflections , thoughts
Ritual Iseng
Labels: Daily Life , happiness , Iseng
Valentine's Day=Ngekos!
Pengumuman aje, akhirnya gw ngekos juga! Dan pindahannya adalah pada detik2 terakhir Val's Day 14 Feb kmaren. Brarti uda seminggu lalu doonkk... Skarang uda mule terbiasa dengan kehidupan kos2an. Enak juga. Walo hampir seluruh waktu dikerjakan hanya untuk mengerjakan tugas (well, kan itu alasannya ngekost).. Let's do this SUPER BUSY DAY! SMANGAT!
::Kamar yang kutinggalkan dan barang-barang bawaan::
Labels: Daily Life , happiness