Big Give

The more pressing problem for me is

"Have you give big today?"

That's one of TV show says. I didn't really like the concept of this show, but I know I get something from it. That keep me questioning my self all the time if I've done those give thing enough. I keep looking everything around then questioning many stuffs around it. All I know is that I am so lucky to be me. I have great God, great family, great friend, great environment, and great memories to be with.

When I was a baby, I ever got sick which make doctor told my parents a bad thing. The result will be only two. I'll be dead or if I can live, I will grow up as a girl with mental disorder. How cruel it is if it really happen! But God is an awesome God. That He really want me really really be His. That's why He let me live 'til now without those mental disorder problem or anything kind like that. I owe Him much because of the miracle truthly happen in my life.

Right now, I know I've got a challange from God, to do something with what He has given to me. TO SHARE THE GIFT WITH EVERYBODY!!! I know the vision in me and it can't only be my dream. It should happen one day.
I am happy to be me and let the glory be to God!
AMEN

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